Hang in there with me

Please hang in there with me.  I just haven't felt like blogging lately.  I hate that because I have so much to say, but I just don't have the emotional energy to do it.  I ran across this devotional today and wanted to share it with you.  It's from Jesus Calling.

I am weak and tired.  I don't think I have ever shared before on my blog about the dizziness I have experienced for the last 6 1/2 years.  It started after I delivered Zoe stillborn in the hospital and it has continued ever since then.  It's something that my family and close friends know about, but even at that, I don't talk about it much, until now.  It has gotten worse since I delivered Jonathan.  It continues to get worse with no relief in sight.

I have been to so many specialists, I can't keep track anymore.  Several MRI's and bloodwork have come up with nothing.  It is always with me and I never have relief from it.  It used to be that it was only bad when I walked, but now as I sit and type this the room is spinning.  I am just so tired of never feeling normal.  So I say all this to once again ask for your prayer.  Prayer for complete healing.  My anxiety level is at a all time high, which I know does not help, but it's so hard not to worry when you don't know what's wrong with you.

Lord Jesus please hear my prayer and the prayers of your people.  My husband needs his wife back and my girls need their mommy whole and healthy. 

3 comments:

pamk said...

Krista, you have probably had this checked out, but just wanted to tell you I used to have trouble with dizziness from inner ear problems. If you haven't already, try an ENT doc. Praying for healing for you, I know from experience that it is miserable!

Elaine L. Bridge said...

Absolutely praying for you. Don't give in to fear, don't give up on God, don't stop giving out love and encouragement to others. Your answer will come.

Briapedia said...

love you, babe. you know I have an awesome wife :)

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