Remembering My Son

Dearest Jonathan,

My son.  Oh how I miss you from the depths of my soul.  My heart aches for you.  I can't believe it's been 1 year since I held you and looked into your little eyes.  You reminded me so much of your daddy and your big sister Brooklyn, with your little dimpled chin.  You got the Lord chin you know.  You were so beautiful.  It was just too soon sweet boy.

Your daddy and I and your sisters had prayed and prayed for you.  You were the answers to our prayers.  I don't know why you had to leave us and I wish I could have protected you.  We had so many plans for you.  I wish so much you could've met your big sisters.  You would have love playing with them.  They are truly amazing and they've kept your daddy and me going this past year.

What is Heaven like my son?  I imagine you and Zoe holding hands walking through streets of gold or sitting on Jesus lap.  I look forward to the day that we are reunited as one big family.  How sweet that will be.  Until then my boy, know that I love you dearly and miss you.  You will always be a part of my heart and our family.  Kiss your sissy for me tonight.

Love you to the moon and back,
Mommy

4 comments:

Natalie.Rob.Branson said...

Thinking of you and your cute family. Johnathan is one lucky little boy to belong to such an amazing family. Hugs to all of you!

Jen Penner said...

Thinking of you and Jonathan my sweet friend! As always, you are in my prayers. Miss you...
Jen

Shanna said...

I have been praying for you during this hard time. I know that you don't know who I am, but I found your blog last September after I loss my own precious son at 16 weeks. I delivered him on September 9,2010. Since then I have lost a daughter, also at 16 weeks, on March 31,2011. Your words here have been an encouragement and comfort to me, as I know I am not alone! Thank you for being willing to share your pain in such a public forum.

Krista said...

Thank you so much for your comments. They mean the world to me. It was a rough day, but the Lord got me through it once again and for that I am thankful. Thank you for your prayers my friends.

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